Monday, 30 March 2009

hi again

been a bit awol again, very hectic here at the moment, with wedding preps etc. also have days where i just cant seem to get words formed in my head to write about LOL





we've two new additions to our flock, milly and molly two little brown chooks, they are now settling in well with the others and 6 looks so much better in the garden, and we're now getting between 4 and 5 eggs a day :o)

we sorted their area out yesterday, moved their home as new grass underneath it, they loved it.

also planted the early potatoes out and build the cold house and plastic greenhouse, ready to start planting in a few weeks, im glad we didnt plant anything else yesterday though as had a heavy frost this morning.

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its pauls last chemo today, before scan friday , then we have to wait till 27 april for the results, which be hellish, at least no treatments for 3 weeks, just the line to be flushed every week.

before i dropped paul off, i was dreading it, knowing that he will be sooooooo poorly again for 4 days, then slowly start to feel better, its so draining, im just so glad this is it till after we see the prof again, really dont think i could cope with another in a fortnights time, it just seems never ending . i think its the unknown that is the worse, if this treatment is working then we know he will have to have another 6 sessions, however i think it will be easier as we'd know it was working. its the not knowing is it, isnt it kind of thing, yes they have others , but after being so sick with this one, we just hope it is working. and dont get the same as last time, sorry its not and its grown. paul is at the moment thinking the worse, maybe then if bad news again then wont hit us like a tonne of bricks again.

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sorry ive not blogged for a while it just all gets a bit crazy.

i have other pics to put up aswell, just need to get my act together and sort them out LOL

thank you for bearing with me and reading my blog :o)

5 comments:

Margaret's Ramblings said...

Yes it is the not knowing that is so hard. I found that even when I heard I had breast cancer I could at least get on and deal with it. It seemed to take less energy somehow.

I'll be crossing my fingers for Paul

Margaret

nita x said...

thank you margaret :o)

Pixiedust said...

Hi Nita, I've got everything crossed for you and Paul and hope the last lot of Chemo has good results. My MIL has her last lot of chemo on Thursday and the past two lots have really knocked her for six, she's been so poorly. I hope all the wedding plans are coming together. Your new chooks look very happy in their new home.

((((((big hugs))))) Take Care, Pixie xxxx

pattypan.2 said...

Hi Nita

You are both doing so well keep my fingers crossed and sending healing. Remember each day is a new one and one to find so much within. Love to you both

pattypan

nita x said...

thank you all so much for all your healing and positive energies, they really do help :o)

pixie i do hope your mil is ok and the chemo has worked for her, its an awfull time with all the not knowing. {{{hugs}}} to you to.