updates

well paul now seems back on the mend, thank fully was only the infection , also the cancer changing in the liver can cause temperatures aparently. hes still got to have this heart check scan, but im sure that is fine :o) so looks like its not yet the start to the end, and hopefully will have longer with him :o) so scary it was, we have so much still planned to do together and as a family, things everyone has set their hearts on doing.............. we will do them and more :o)
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went to see a friend yesterday after cycling to the park with James , ended up having lunch there and lots of chitta chatter LOL, got hugs from little emma and amy ive missed them over the summer holidays, they all had a super time, think theyd missed james and he them too LOL
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my chicks are growing fast, dont look much like chicks now, still cant sex them yet though, mildred is back to laying me eggs, at night when i put them all to bed, i often find betty snuggled up with them LOL, mildred is back on the roosting bar. must take some more pics.
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most of the garden is now harvested, still have a few leeks, carrots, tomatoes ripening off. had the last of the lettuce yesterday, only runners left are for seeds, french beans coming up today. carrots i will harvest a few more, then maybe leave some in the ground, not sure paul will probably want me to get them all up so they dont grow any bigger LOL, potatoes we ended up with a huge sack full :o), still have spinache up there growing, trouble is no matter how much i pick, it grows back and i keep getting holes in the leaves............. chooks dont mind they love soinache and its great for the eggs :o)
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just one week left of school holidays now, i still need to get james some new pe shorts, plimsoles, trainers, jumpers and a new tie................... maybe ill get there this week LOL


think thats it for now, much love and hugs to all that visit me here :o)

paul

well pauls in hospital again, he had some real high temperatures over the weekend, started with a lot of pain friday morning, then come the evening 38.6 . he wouldnt go to the hospital friday night, but yesterday am we saw the chemo nurses and he had no choice as could have been a life threatening infection, fortunately its not, but they still dont know 100% where the infection is, they think its in the liver and the cancer is causing it. they are going to do an echo on his heart today to double check no infection there or piece of clot from his arm, this is just a precautionle check as his plateletes are low and with the temperatures his heart beat is a bit irratic. hopefully i can bring him home later today.

i just feel so tired at the moment, having spent the whole of yesterday in the hospital gets a bit draining.
chemo on hold till 7/9 but not sure if hes going to continue this course or not yet, when he wasnt on any he felt heaps better, and quality is what counts now. he does have a ct scan booked for end of september, and think he will decide then.