updates

id just like to thank everyone for all their love, support and kind words.

i went to see the counsillor yesterday, she is lovely, knows instantly how im feeling after explaining it all to her, from paul first collapsing, to the recent life expectancy news. we will be starting properly in august and she is going to concentrate on trying to even my emotions out so im able to handle things emotionally easierly.

o and all my mixed up feelings and emotions are perfectly normal (me being called normal ?? think thats a first LOL)

so we continue to ride the storm and take each day as it comes, setting little monthly goals to do or look forward to.

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as for poor paul, chemo restarted monday, fine till yesterday , its kicked in and he is feeling very tired, sick, headachey .......... going over to oncology outreach today to collect clexane, so will see if his dosage can be reduced slightly, its supposed to be quality of life now, last night was anything but, hed had enough big style............... wasnt good.

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as for my little chicks ill have to take another pic, their little feathers are growing so sweet :oD and we have a new polecat baby. paul has called him "Basil" LOL he is actually the grandson of barney and puff who are taking care of him with bandit.... ill have to get a pic up of him too.